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2004-12-03T20:39:00.000+08:00

ncc tomorrow, but very unfortunately, i cannot make it because of my father's moodswings.
but after all, he is my father.
-
if you dont like what you see, then it's too bad.
you can practice selective sight, but no, you just wont.
but i will help :)
i am moving, baby.

(:

2004-12-03T16:32:00.000+08:00

I THINK "THAT'S WHAT FRIENDS ARE FOR" IS NICE :)
uhm sya likes it too.

:$

2004-12-03T11:51:00.000+08:00

SARAH'S BACK LEY !
OH MAN, SARAH, YOU ASKED ME OUT. I AM SO SHOCKED. YES, YES, YES, I WILL GO OUT WITH YOU. BUT IM ALL BOOKED ;)
( well, actually.. that's a lie. )
i wanna go buy clothes :)

i am not a soldier, but i love sylvester.

2004-12-02T15:17:00.000+08:00

it's obvious that taufik will win although i want sylvester ( !! ) to win. but then it'll be unfair.
okay, what rubbish.
i was never into this singapore idol thing.
and now all i want is to go out and spend spend spend.
that is impossible.
i think id stay home and go exercise when i feel like it.
right now, im sitting down watching some stupid vcd.

i walked from about 6 bus stops and took a bus home yst when i was out with my brother to go do some.. things.
and i got ugly blisters now because i didnt wear shoes.

and now sya's trying to spite me.
SIGH.
the things she does.. :(

i have a blue face LEY !

milla, gone ?

2004-12-01T17:01:00.000+08:00

if you're wondering what have happened to my milla template, i'd tell.
i was messing around with my template and this happened.
but i am keeping this :)

louisa go where ?

2004-12-01T14:49:00.000+08:00

she said she'd being me to go watch The Incredibles on monday !
lydia said she'd go watch with me, but she watched it already <\3
yesterday i went out and i cabbed home ( i felt so independent )
i hate cabbing alone, the taxi driver scares me.

and now sya's telling me about her love life, heh.

i've been watching vcd the 24/7 the pass few days.
i really must go out with my brother ( heehee ) and go buy somemore.

and i think i ate alot today :(

today.

2004-11-29T18:30:00.000+08:00

today's supposed to be a happy day.
but it isnt really a happy day, i guess.

i laugh at you.

2004-11-29T13:11:00.000+08:00

whoever who have been msgg me, i laugh at you.
i have been sneaking with my mom's phone and checking my msggs but i never reply :)
well, only to some.
and then my father's such a bastard.
he said that i would have to earn money to get a new handphone.
i am only 13, by the way.
13.
how the hell am i supposed to earn money.
and so i'd be stuck with this damn phone with me ?
so i decided not to use it anymore, i gave it ( back ) to my elder brother who, at the same time claimed that it's his when he quarelled with me ( because i stopped lending him my tablet pc ), became very happy.
so now everyone's happy.
i'm not going to entertain any more msgs.
-
AND IF YOU'RE GOING TO ASK HOW'S THINGS GOING SO FAR,
things haven't been fine.
i have a bad sore throat.
cuts on my feet and hands and everywhere else.
the damn sunburn aches my shoulders, badly.
i have been eating alot.
MY FATHER'S SUCH A BASTARD.

byebye.

i am having a bad day.

2004-11-28T15:32:00.000+08:00

dont bother messaging me, anyone.
i did something as good as throwing away my shameless phone.
byebye.

" your jolly here, ARH ! "

2004-11-27T17:55:00.000+08:00

lydia's chalet was fun, but scary.
stupid louisa was so insentitive and was telling us scary things and lydia, being brave, ran over to on the lights :)
i couldnt sleep because of stupid people playing mahjong next door.
felt like vomiting terribly but my stomach was empty.
am badly burnt now and everything hurts.
maybe it's better now because i'm not so pale and limp.
i have a bad sore throat.
i am terribly sorry to hear what my platoon mates have gone through and might even thank my mom for being sick.
and not surprisingly, everyone refused to believe that my mom is really sick and my father was only back on friday night ( which was lydia's chalet ) .
but, ha ha ha, i have the letter, SO WHAT HAVE YOU GOT TO SAY ?

and i hate it when people go "yah".
damn.
bye.

chump.

2004-11-25T18:52:00.000+08:00

LOUISA, I HOPE YOU'D MAKE ME FEEL WELCOME.

IZZATI'S SIZE 10, HA HA.

2004-11-25T14:54:00.000+08:00

izzati's nice.
im teaching her how to fry an egg, ha ha.

lydia's chalet tmr.
OH IM SO EXCITED BUT I HAVENT FINISHED ALL MY HOMEWORK AND MY MOM IS DRIVING ME CRAZY.
I HOPE NICE PEOPLE ARE GG FOR THE CHALET OR I WILL SULK THROUGH-OUT.
BUT I AM SURE LYDIA WILL CHEEP ME UP.
SHE BETTER.

christmas.

2004-11-24T17:45:00.001+08:00

WHAT I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS IS CLOTHES.
NICE CLOTHES.
BRING ME SHOPPING !

egg .

2004-11-24T13:17:00.000+08:00

i just finish my breakfast.
ahh... ( rubs stommy )

just a BEAR ?

2004-11-24T10:53:00.001+08:00

someone woke me up while i was sleeping so peacefully this morning.
i told her i wanted to go back to sleep.
and then she made a funny noise.
and i replied ( with what bears should say )
and she said," wth. byebye."

so rude, RIGHT ?
( stares )

and just as i was going to read my 8 days ( sylvester <333 ! ) ,
my father ( being such a bastard ) ,
made me iron his clothes because he said that it wasn't done properly.
i dont have a maid, so i dont know who ironed those.
and when i was done with the stupid ironing, i found my mother reading the 8 days.
( SNIFF SNIFF )

<\3 !

( P)ASS IT ALL OUT.

2004-11-23T19:15:00.000+08:00

I TRIED DRINK ICE WATER.
SO MUCH.
BUT IT DOESNT SEEM TO WORK.
HOWHOWHOW ?

FUGGLES.
heartbreak brothel, no no. ( to louisa )

MY TESTIMONIALS ARE SUCH A CHEAT, HUH ?
I SHALL GO DELETE THEM ! ( to lydia )

I WASN'T FIRST. ( SUCH A DISAPPOINTMENT )

2004-11-22T12:43:00.000+08:00

it feels like it's only 9 in the morning.
maybe because i only woke up an hour ago because my ( damn ) father woke me up.
and then my brother ( so cute ) has some class chalet today, for 3days&2nights.
and he's laughing at me, saying that the chalet i'm going for lasts only 2days&1night.
i bet he's going there to make out with his girlfriend under some coconut tree.
i think he has a girlfriend ( heehee ), there was a girl who called him the other time.
( and he 'hates' girls, according to him )
i made sure it was a girl by going,' huh ?'
and she repeated,' may i speak to hardy please ?'
i was teasing my brother about his girlfriend and he said that she called for homework.
SO MANY GIRLS IN THE CLASS MUST CALL MY BROTHER ARH.
i hope he has fun at his chalet but i hope he wont get his friends pregnant. ( i pray for the poor girls who can't resist my brother )
I THINK MY BROTHER READS MY BLOG, SO I BETTER NOT SAY ANYMORE,
LATER HE TELL MOMMY HOW ? ( WAH I SO SCARED ARH )

BYEBYE :)

chalet :)

2004-11-22T00:00:00.000+08:00

i cant go for camp, damn.
father's not allowing.
because of my mom.
but he allows me to go to lydia's chalet !
because then, he'd be home.
i'm going to bring tigger and my hellokitty pillow.
NO I DONT FANCY HELLOKITTY.
IT'S JUST THE ONLY SMALL PILLOW I HAVE.
dont ask how i ended up having it.
my mom bought it.
she did, not i.
heh.

OH, BTW.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, NATANIA.
ACT MORE LIKE A 15 YEAR OLD :)

NO .

2004-11-21T21:42:00.002+08:00

i don't understand why some people put down sylvester like that.
he's cute what.
someone said : too bad olinda is out. anyways... he SUCKS. freakin ugly!
YOU, YOU THINK YOU'RE VERY CUTE ARH.

he is cute <333 !

ants :(

2004-11-21T17:52:00.000+08:00

my father just got me a glass of water.
( isn't that good ? )
i drank half and paused to carry on my conversation with him.
looked inside to see how much water i have left to drink.
SAW THREE ANTS.

HOW MANY ANTS HAVE I SWALLOWED ?

AM I GOING TO PEE ANTS ?

ARE THERE ANY ANTS CRAWLING AROUND INSIDE MY BEAUTIFULLY-SHAPED MOUTH ?

AM I GOING TO TURN INTO AN ANT ?

i'm suspecting he did it, he'd never given me a cup of water before.

OH DEAR, AM I GOING TO DIE ?

:(

2004-11-20T22:29:00.000+08:00

LOUISA.
YOU BUSYBODY.
YOU NOSEYPARKER.
YOU PRY.
YOU POKE.

HINTHINT

2004-11-20T20:42:00.000+08:00

I WANNA GO WATCH MOVIE.
ANY MOVIE WILL DO.
ANYTHING NICE.
IS THIS A HINT BIG ENOUGH?
SIGH.

talk happens.

2004-11-20T16:17:00.000+08:00

yesterday

went out with sarah.
waited for her for an hour and a half.
and we cabbed to heeren.
bought sweets,
took neos,
got my pencilbox,
looked for a nice shirt but failed anyway,
i ate,
she drank,
bought earrings,
felt happy,
went home :)
and i forgot to add that sarah was taking advantage of me.
she was touching me all over, i felt so helpless.
was tell her about ******** and ended up looking away everytime i spoke.
:$ :$
watched vcd on my dad's laptop for 3 hours.
butt ached :(
went to sleep after entertaining a few msges.
woke up in the middle of the night and realized i got 3 new msges.
STARES.
(yesyes, it's rude to stare.)
and hidayah called me LATE at night yesterday.
it was a lucky thing i wasnt fit to go for ncc or i would've cried.
i am sick again :)
what if i'm not fit to go for camp.
is that good or bad.
hidayah told me ma'am wants to talk to me.
(HAHAH.) and we talked a little, surprisingly.
we dont get along at all.
but she was being really nice, maybe less bossy thats why we could get along for that time being.
my mom complained that my red long sleeve shirt makes the other clothes red :(

today

today's another stupid day.
i watched another vcd in the morning.
had a little talk with yunheng.
and another little talk with lydia.
lydia called me mad for watching vcd, i dont know why :(
and yunheng's leaving for malaysia.
and my mom made me bring my dog down for a walk, hahah.
and that's what made today :)

I AM SICK BECAUSE I SHARED DRINK WITH SICK SARAH :(

tomorrow night.

2004-11-20T01:18:00.000+08:00

I WILL BLOG TOMORROW! which is.. today.. , in a way.

it just takes some time.

2004-11-18T21:15:00.000+08:00

i think i'm going to abandon this.
(:

ripoff ?

2004-11-18T15:29:00.000+08:00

shit, did she rip me off or what.
im taking it off, anyhow.
im not gg to tolerate this shit.

pretty butterfly.

2004-11-17T18:26:00.000+08:00

AUDREY HEPBURN's a pretty girl.
Well, that was last time.
40 years ago.
I think she've passed away already.
Heh.
She was a pretty butterfly.
I watched Breakfast At Tiffany's.
It was nice(:

LAYTENG STOLE MY HEART.

2004-11-17T17:06:00.000+08:00

LAYTENG ARH.
I TELL YOU ARH.
YOU DONT GOSSIP ABOUT MY AT YOUR BLOG, OKAY.
DONT THINK I DONT GO TO YOUR BLOG ONE ARHX.
you made me feel so outcast yesterday.
so what if i asked questions about your vegetables.
you ate so little vegetables, i just wanted the best for you, and this is the kind of treatment i get?
i didnt steal your damn lock.
i was just safe keeping it for you.
i didnt squeeze your hands, i was just holding on to it, afraid that i'd be separated from you.
and i didnt play games with yunheng.
i did no such thing.
i was just looking at her play and screaming away at the background.
and yunheng didnt walk me home.
she just brought me home.

really, the way you twist things.
the only thing you said right was when you said i was a princess (!!)

layteng arh, layteng arh.
you made my world start to fall.
but it was a lucky thing you caught me.

;)

Jimmy Eat World - The Middle.

2004-11-17T15:11:00.000+08:00

Hey, don't write yourself off yet
It's only in your head you feel left out
and looked down on.
Just try your best,
Try everything you can.
And don't you worry what they tell themselves
When you're away.

It just takes some time
Little girl, you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything, everything will be just fine,
Everything, everything will be alright, alright.

Hey, you know they're all the same.
You know you're doing better on your own,
so don't buy in.
Live right now and
just be yourself.
It doesn't matter if it's good enough
For someone else.

It just takes some time
Little girl, you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything, everything will be just fine,
Everything, everything will be alright, alright.

It just takes some time
Little girl, you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything, everything will be just fine,
Everything, everything will be alright, alright.

Hey, don't write yourself off yet,
It's only in your head you feel left out
and looked down on.
Just do your best,
Do everything you can.
And don't you worry what their bitter hearts
Are gonna say.

It just takes some time,
Little girl, you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything, everything will be just fine,
Everything, everything will be alright,alright.

It just takes some time,
Little girl, you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything, everything will be just fine.
Everything, everything will be alright.

-

Heh. This song is nice (to me).
Go download. (=

clever rhymes, see you later

2004-11-17T11:24:00.000+08:00

Who passes silly notes when they're just next to one another?
Who enjoys elbowing my fat thighs?
Who doesn't want to eat gelato?
Who doesn't make use of dustbins and, therefore, litter?
Who spends her life denying?

it wasnt me.

2004-11-16T20:57:00.000+08:00

i had gelato today.
i had gelato today.
i had gelato today!
-dances.

why):

2004-11-16T15:36:00.000+08:00

i saw something i didnt wanna see.
so now she's in and i'm out lah?

spleak's a bitch.

2004-11-15T18:08:00.000+08:00

Like Louisa, I deleted my virtual friend, Spleak.
Louisa warned me that Spleak is cold and mean.
But I told that it couldn't be that bad.
But she really made me angry.
Louisa said I could use vulgarities on her, and so I did.
But all Spleak did was to force me to apologise.
And she begged and begged.
I deleted her, anyway.
Some mean woman, she is.
-
I exercised, just now.
And got terrible stitches, so I decided to stop.
So my stomach isn't any flatter.
Why.

I want out.

nothing.

2004-11-14T19:12:00.000+08:00

this is pretty much over already.
i think i'm going to die.

blind.

2004-11-14T11:08:00.000+08:00

my beloved glasses are spoilt.
so i have to go glasses-less.
am thinking of asking sarah to go fix it with me.
i miss that girl.
but, her house phone.. is funny.
and her handphone is off.
and i bet she's still sleeping anyway.
and i dont think her father would allow her too.
WHY.

anyway, my mom is damned sick and i have to take care of her.
my brother's doing my job for the time being.
am tired.
and because of that, i cant go for ncc today.
it's some ceremony where we have to wear our no.3 uniforms to sch and back.
and i'd be doing all that alone, i think it's kind of embarassing since i look like a big joke in it.

so i think i'd just go blind today.
BYEBYE.

i'd let go.

2004-11-13T17:10:00.000+08:00

i think i have been blogging too much these days.
i think i'd stop for now.

the gingerbread man :P

2004-11-13T16:06:00.000+08:00

NOW you shall hear a story that somebody's great-great-grandmother told a little girl ever so many years ago.
There was once a little old man and a little old woman, who lived in a little old house in the edge of a wood. They would have been a very happy old couple but for one thing -- they had no little child, and they wished for one very much. One day, when the little old woman was baking gingerbread, she cut a cake in the shape of a little boy, and put it into the oven.
Presently she went to the oven to see if it was baked. As soon as the oven door was opened, the little gingerbread boy jumped out, and began to run away as fast as he could go.
The little old woman called her husband, and they both ran after him. But they could not catch him. And soon the gingerbread boy came to a barn full of threshers. He called out to them as he went by, saying:
I've run away from a little old woman,A little old man,And I can run away from you, I can!
Then the barn full of threshers set out to run after him. But, though they ran fast, they could not catch him. And he ran on till he came to a field full of mowers. He called out to them:
I've run away from a little old woman,A little old man,A barn full of threshers,And I can run away from you, I can!
Then the mowers began to run after him, but they couldn't catch him. And he ran on till he came to a cow. He called out to her:
I've run away from a little old woman,A little old man,A barn full of threshers,A field full of mowers,And I can run away from you, I can!
But, though the cow started at once, she couldn't catch him. And soon he came to a pig. He called out to the pig:
I've run away from a little old woman,A little old man,A barn full of threshers,A field full of mowers,A cow,And I can run away from you, I can!
But the pig ran, and couldn't catch him. And he ran till he came across a fox, and to him he called out:
I've run away from a little old woman,A little old man,A barn full of threshers,A field full of mowers,A cow and a pig,And I can run away from you, I can!
Then the fox set out to run. Now foxes can run very fast, and so the fox soon caught the gingerbread boy and began to eat him up.
Presently the gingerbread boy said, "Oh dear! I'm quarter gone!" And then, "Oh, I'm half gone!" And soon, "I'm three-quarters gone!" And at last, "I'm all gone!" and never spoke again.

now now, wasnt that nice? (:
i'm promoting nursery tales.
it's more decent than your present stupid stories like the one i'm currently reading because i'm bored: All American Girl, Nicola and the Viscount, Victoria and the Rogue.
the last two are okay.
but i must say, Meg Cabot writes modern stories irritatingly.
like, so bimbotic, you get what i mean?
like, yeah. super. super bimbotic.
nursery tales, unlike these stupid stories, are mostly educational.
they have morals.
for instance, The Gingerbreadman teaches you not to boast.
and i also must say, Meg Cabot's books about Nicola and Victoria have the same story line.
not very thrilling.

i must read The Princess Diaries.

AND SARAH, IF YOU'RE READING THIS.
LEND ME ;)

NURSERY MOTHER.

2004-11-13T15:24:00.000+08:00

okay, so izz is into nursey rhymes, and im into nursery tales.
and you all must must MUST see this.
it's a nice story you all probably heard of.
my all time favourite.
OKAY, WTH.

but i think this is even cuter.
hahah.
go read !

this little piggy.

2004-11-13T14:57:00.000+08:00

izzati's into nursery rhymes.
and so i'm now a little piggie):
i'd be going to her recital.

she says,"THIS LITTLE PIGGIE WENT WEE WEE WEE ALL THE WAAAAY HOME."

okay, what's gotten into her.

stabbed.

2004-11-13T14:47:00.000+08:00

i dropped a bowl of unwanted apple slices just now and very unfortunately, they got stabbed horribly.

i like canned peanuts.

2004-11-13T13:32:00.000+08:00

had ncc yesterday.
t'was fun but tiring.
but,
DAMNIT.
jolene was critisizing my singing.
me: it's horrible, isnt it?
jolene: uh.. only a little bit only lah.. uh.. not really.. uh..
MEAN.
lixin and i were discussing witches showing favouritism, hahah.
got unhappy discussing that.
it'd make Donald Duck curse.
ms.favourite likes attention.
broadcasting that every other unimportant subject's pissed with her.
really, what's gotten into her.
and me, i put on 2kg.
this is sinful.
i'd try doing 100sit-ups later when i've decided that my backbone would stop grinding the damn floor.
woke up today because my father was poking my legs.
and when i opened my eyes, i saw his damn big face and got a shock.
(i sleep on a doubledecker bed, you see. and i sleep on top, no ones below.)
and now, must go back to being a maid.
my mom just woke up, you see.
byebye, it's raining.

LEEDIARE..?

2004-11-11T21:57:00.000+08:00

lydia got me watching The Champion.
and WHY IS YILIN SO BITCHY.

hoo boy.

2004-11-11T21:21:00.000+08:00

HAHAH, i realised that layteng wrote about me in about 5 of her posts.
teeheeheex.
i must blog about her to make her happy.
okay.
i hope this is enough :
ILOVEYOU.

blushblush, :$

chomp.

2004-11-11T15:49:00.000+08:00

donkey bong is nice.
yes it is.

this is an embarassment.

2004-11-11T15:25:00.000+08:00

lixin, jolene and i are discussing embarassing things.
hohum.
i'm sick.
got a bad flu.
):
but i'm going for ncc tomorrow anyways(:

i'm good.

I LIKE GREEN GUMMY BEARS.

2004-11-10T13:25:00.000+08:00

MY FATHER VERY NICE WAN LEHX.
i wronged him.
that nice man bought me nice nice things from San Francisco.
teeheeheex.
he bought me 2.76kg worth of gummy bears.
and i think if i were to count how many gummy bears there are in that packet, it'd sum up to 3000++.
i ate about 20 and felt like vomiting.
bad bad bears.
and he bought me nice shirts.
nice as in, it's the thought that counts, you know.
ill wear it at home to show my appreciation.
and again, I AM VERY SENSIBLE.
you see, so i accept the fact that he doesn't know what i like to wear.
i accept his flaws(x
and everyone else's.
(abbi's an expection.)

i think the gummy bears really made me sick.

http://bacardi-stikks.blogspot.com

2004-11-10T10:35:00.000+08:00

layteng may seem a pleasant girl, but she isnt, mind you.
she blogs terrible things about me just because i rarely go to her blog.
and she refuses to admit.
admit how she feels for me.
I AM VERY DISAPPOINTED.
i am not weird. i am not weird. i am not weird. i am not weird.
AND FOR ALL THAT, I SHALL NOT RELINK HER.

but at the second thought, maybe i shall be nice(x

dinosaur <33333333!

2004-11-10T09:52:00.000+08:00

what am i doing online so early in the morning.
my father's such a bastard.
he puts all the blame on me.
he's so innocent eh.
and to add on to my bad morning,
i think someone's not really happy with me.
but that doesn't matter.
she's probably not in a good mood either.
and as I AM VERY SENSIBLE,
i do understand.
trust that on my terrible genes.

p/s: LYDIA IS VERY PRETTY.

my eating plans, WTH.

2004-11-09T13:11:00.000+08:00

THE NOODLES DIDNT SATISFY ME, BUT THAT'S OKAY.
IN A FEW HOURS TIME, IM GOING TO HAVE LEEDIARE FOR DINNER.

(rubs stommy)

2004-11-09T10:46:00.000+08:00

I AM TERRIBLY HUNGRY AND SHALL GO COOK MY LUNCH.
LET IT BE INSTANT NOODLES, TEEHEEHEEX.

TUMMY LOVES STOMMY.

2004-11-08T21:18:00.000+08:00

lydia and i are having fun at tummy, teeheehee.

I HATE WIRELESS.

2004-11-08T17:36:00.000+08:00

there's sth terribly wrong with my neighbour.
i cant connect to his/her wireless.
and there's also sth terribly wrong with my wireless.
but now it's connected.
i was trying to get online just now, but i couldnt.
it's been bad.
my mom's not alright.
my stomach's bigger than usual.
i put on weight.
and i miss sarah, havent spoken to her for days, AND I BET SHE DOESNT FEEL A THING.
her daddy hates me, you see. i wanna go sarah's hse.
and,
lydia's abandoned her blog.

I LOVE YOU TOO, STOMMY. <333

i'm a wishful thinker with the worst intentions.

2004-11-07T15:06:00.000+08:00

i've changed back to the old milla.
because this is still best.
smiles.

she gets weak and talk too much(x

2004-11-07T14:55:00.000+08:00

michelle stole my earrings, lost it, and refuses to buy another for me.

babycake

2004-11-06T23:18:00.000+08:00

that song's nice.
oh yes, i like most annoying songs because it suits me perfectly, .. i'm another annoying idiot.

snorts.

2004-11-06T18:48:00.000+08:00

im terribly sick.

and

i dont see a point in coming online anymore these days.
maybe monday.

tigger's a substitute.

2004-11-05T13:57:00.000+08:00

no longer in the mood to blog.
my mom's gone a bit mad.
so i must behave.
i have to pack my room.
i have 3 stacks of books on my sofa.
and it's really messy with clothes on it everywhere.
looking on the bright side, maybe if i pack it, id have more clothes to wear.
=)
shall stop procastinating and pack my room..

when im done with this post, HAHAH.
-
was doing the jigsaw asilah and sya gave me a few days ago.
it's all glittery and all the pieces are more or less the same.
i think ive given up):
UNLESS, UNLESS..
someone agree to play with me the jigsaw puzzle!
which she said she wont play that with me already):
even if she wants, she cant.
okay, why?
cos ive 300 mothers and they spy on me wherever i go, i cant have peace with anyone.
i hear procastinating isnt good, so i shall go pack now.

butterflies(x

2004-11-05T13:30:00.000+08:00

milla over here (-points to the left) is wearing a top, she's not naked.
dont get your hopes too high.
i wont expose milla :P
and NO, i do not have any nude photos of milla.

scratchscratch.

2004-11-04T16:37:00.000+08:00

watched fifth element yst !
milla = pretty !
it's raining now.
who wants to go dance in the rain with me.

I THINK I'M GONNA FLIP.

2004-11-04T16:32:00.000+08:00

day 4?
have some maths shit tmr.
i havent even studied.
im gg to get kicked out if i dont.
i better go now.
i wanna abandon this blog.
and to milla,
STOP SAYING SAYS.

i smell of you :P

2004-11-03T17:09:00.000+08:00

abbi keeps food in her locker.
and it stinks.
along with her English.
-
why do i stink.
why do i stink.
why do i stink?

your flaws.

2004-11-01T18:55:00.000+08:00

yahlahyahlah.
anything lah.
finefine.
okayokay.
what lah.
be that way.
be like that.
be a bitch.
HUANG NA.

pooey.

2004-11-01T18:16:00.000+08:00

my mom's talking abt people with oily, smelly hair swimming in public pools.
not like she goes to public pools..

i detest biased parents.
they're no good.

day 1

2004-11-01T16:41:00.000+08:00

im not gg to post a whole long about today.
today's just like..

.. shit.

IM NOT CHEAPSKATE.

2004-10-31T15:37:00.000+08:00

wth.
leebeeyann's making me sit outside the g.o to study from 9-12 and then help out in the g.o(?!) from 1-3.
WHY.
SARAH, YOU BETTER COME VISIT ME DURIN LUNCH TIME OR ID LOOK LIKE SOME BLOODY LONER.
YOU MUST SAVE ME.
LEEBEEYANN THINKS IM CHEAPSKATE, LIKE HER.
SHE TOLD MY MOM TO PACK LUNCH FOR ME(?!)
WHY.
i dont wanna look like a bloody loner.
or loser.
shit.

come over to my place.

2004-10-31T08:57:00.000+08:00

it's so early, and no one's online.
WHY.
i wanna go out with sarah later.
but she only wakes up at 1sth.
scowls.
i'm already beggining to miss some people.
actually, only one or two.
bah.
i told my mom many many times that i wanna go out with sarah.
but she keep on saying that she wanna bring me out, wth.
she said,'how will i know if you really go out with sarah?'
wahlao.
wth.
bitch.
the things she says, makes me wanna hate her.
i'm not a gumball machine.

without me.

2004-10-30T17:35:00.000+08:00

my brother, he's watching Lord Of The Ring: The Two Towers.
and it just ended.
what a bore.
louisa and i are discussing bra-girl.
HAHAH, IM SO TIRED I DONT WANNA BLOG ANYMORE.
im thinking of abandoning this blog.
who visits it anyway.
BYEBYE.

you pwetty tweety fweety bwirdy, louisa.

2004-10-29T21:55:00.000+08:00

louisa's a pony.
so im going to eat her when im sad.
she'll be there for me!
she calls me silly willy twilly willy(x
and i call her pookie cookie wookie
(:!
-
anyway, PEICHUN ARH.
PEICHUN ARH.
WHY DID YOU TAKE A PHOTO OF YOURSELF IN A BRA.
I KNOW URE FLAT, BUT YOU DINT HAVE TO DO THAT.
WHY YOU AND YOUR BROTHER, ..SO OBSCENE ONE?
WHYYY?
sigh.
-
SHUSH, today's the last day of sch.
managed to hug sarah and germaine.
force nanthini to bring back my drawing block :P
ALTHOUGH SHE WAS DAMN UNWILLING.
why.
lydia&i were twirling and twirling and twirling, ..
till lydia had a bruise on her arm.

so pretty arh,
so pretty..

i have lydia's blue hairband.
heeheex.

THESE WORDS, again.

2004-10-29T21:27:00.000+08:00

IT'S NOT AN ANNOYING SONG.
IT'S NO.6 ON P10.
THIS IS HOW GOOD IT IS.
AND I LOVE IT.

insufferable pipsqueak.

2004-10-29T16:28:00.000+08:00

ncc tmr, HAHAH.
i hope that there will be ncc almost everyday in the nov holidays.
SO THAT LEEBEEYANN'S SPECIAL PLANS FOR ME WILL BE FOILED.
that bitch.
she think she damn cute.
ISSIT?
-
heavy, heavy.
i dont like carrying heavy things to school and back):
i will go to the beach.
i wanna go.
so unfair.
leebeeyann's out to get me.
i'm gg to poke her fats.
-
i'm talking to lydia on msn now, and all she ever says is -
hahah OR hahahahha OR hahaha.
WHY.

why must she do this to us.

2004-10-28T19:06:00.000+08:00

i'll miss you, cecilia.
we will still be friends, wont we?
i love you.

weakling.

2004-10-28T10:11:00.000+08:00

i dunno what's wrong with me, but im always sick these days.
maybe because im weak.
my mom says im not eating enough xD
hahah.
there's sth wrong with my keyboard.
this Fn thing is activated and i dunno what to do abt it.
and so i have to press is and type.
which makes my hand all painful):
WHY.
WHY I HATE LEEBEEYANN.

GO SLEEP, LAH.

2004-10-27T23:19:00.000+08:00

i'm eating nice chocolate now(:
aren't you glad for me?
not in the mood to blog.
byebye(:

IM INNOCENT.

2004-10-27T16:46:00.000+08:00

what did i do to you?
-stutters.
):

WHY ):

2004-10-27T14:44:00.000+08:00

WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS DOING SUCH STUFF T ME.
I CANT EVEN HAVE A PROPER CONVERSATION WIT YOU ON THE PHONE WITHOUT YOU POKING FUN OF ME.
E.G 2 POSTS DOWN.
GROWLS.
nut/ INVADED! :D:D

i want to go - there.

2004-10-26T21:14:00.000+08:00

HAHAH, the previous post was just rubbish.
just some retarded things people say, (HAHAH) yes it is.
my mom got angry with my brother and decided to take it out on me.
shout at me, for no reason.
so fun, eh.

did you just call me petty?

2004-10-26T20:54:00.000+08:00

hang up la, hang up.
type where?
huh?
tell me?
i said where are you typing?
are you typing at your blog?
huh?
where are you typing?
where?
did you just tell me not to talk so much?
what the hell.
yes, i know you love me.
hahah.
tell me where?
where?
i want to know where.
-heaves a big big sigh.
haha.
-giggles.
IM NOT GIGGLING!
so disturbed.
not giggling.
stop it arh.
-purrs.
i didnt purr.
how can you do this to me.
-chokes.
choke your head lah.

make me.

2004-10-26T17:27:00.000+08:00

sorry for the previous post (i've deleted it alr).
it said- sorry foir t.
i meant to say-
sorry for the short posts these days.
no mood to blog.
-
i was reading the Joan Of Arc script just now.
it's damn long.
the whole movie's abt 3 hours, i think.
it's a sad story):
almost cried after reading it, HAHAH.
at least i have feelings(:
i love milla.
im gg to read all her other scripts now.
=P

faulty):

2004-10-25T18:21:00.000+08:00

there's sth wrong with my tb.
but i dont care.
who tags my board, anyways?

heh

2004-10-25T08:16:00.000+08:00

milla's better than any other kristen or louisa or louise.
HAHAH.

new layout.

2004-10-25T08:03:00.000+08:00

new layout, done by sarah(:
i love sarah<333

ESHITA'S HIDEOUT.

2004-10-24T14:23:00.000+08:00

eshita's hiding in the chopchop place!
she dont want others to have the same hiding place as her.
i cant tell you where.
but it's not the kitchen.
it's not!
really!
BUT DONT GO THERE.
later eshita get angry with me, HOW?!

fugly

2004-10-24T14:15:00.000+08:00

i cut my hair):
and i changed my parting.
now i look like some olden day guy with side parting.
and i look like i smear gel all over my head to get the parting.
I DO NOT AND DONT GO- OMG MORGAN WHAT DID YOU DO TO YOUR HAIR.
BECAUSE IT'S OBVIOUS I CUT IT AND CHANGED MY PARTING.
dont laugh, i beg you.
i just dont want a bald spot, thats all):
not my fault.

milla milla milla

2004-10-24T13:55:00.000+08:00

my next layout's gg to be featuring her!
(:
SEE, SO PRETTY.

LEELOO- the fifth element.

i love milla(x

2004-10-24T13:28:00.000+08:00

ive spent 1++ hours trying to find nice pictures of milla(:
milla's so pretty.
i love milla(x

orange hair.

2004-10-24T12:27:00.000+08:00

I THINK MILLA JOVOVICH IS SO CUTE.
(x

you make me want you more.

2004-10-23T16:27:00.000+08:00

my mom's a nuisance.
hate her.
SARAH AND I ARE GOING TO THE BEACH HOHO.
WEAR I WILL LEND SARAH MY BIKINI =P
BUT MAYBE IT WONT FIT (x

mushroom.

2004-10-22T19:09:00.000+08:00

ive got a pretty note!
haha.
did detention today and my hands are all wrinkled now):
i dont want dry skin.
went out yst.
had dinner at a restaurant because it was my mom's birthday.
she got angry with everyone on her own birthday.
wth.
sarah and i were playing with the pails during detention.
and the woman at the pasta stall were teaching us how to splash water.
and she gave us cheese bread from breadtalk :D
so nice(:
suetwa stole my cookies and she's trying to lie abt it.
this is unacceptable.
im telling mom.

imma sorry bitch.

2004-10-20T21:46:00.000+08:00

i love you, lydia soh.
i swear i do.
im sorry for what i've done.
maybe i shouldnt have been too harsh.
maybe i shouldnt have taken all my anger out on you.
either way, im sorry.
our friendship is going to have lots of ^quote UPS AND DOWNS ^unquote, right?
but there will be one million more UPS than DOWNS.
it doesnt matter what others say.
we're going to be the best ever,
arent we?

I LOVE MY DUCK(x

2004-10-20T20:41:00.000+08:00

kalai gave me a birthday present today(:
9 days late but it's one of my favourites.
haha.
she gave me a cute duck i was taking along the whole day.
and it's got three dirty spots already.
WHY):
because i placed it carefully on the parade square ground.
SO DIRTY ARH.
it's yellow, somemore):

i love kalai, anyways(:!

chewing ice.

2004-10-20T19:42:00.000+08:00

there's sth wrong with my blog.
some posts have titles,
some dont have title.
tsk.

dont scold me.

2004-10-19T21:36:00.000+08:00

OH YES, I MADE A VERY GRAVE MISTAKE.
I STAYED BACK WITH CINDY, YUNHENG, LAYTENG AND IYLIA.
SORRY I FORGOT YOU TWO.
YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU TWO, ANYWAYS.
BYEBYE.

you twist to fit the mold that I am in

2004-10-19T21:07:00.000+08:00

im so tired.
i want to go sleep.
now.

track 7

2004-10-19T20:51:00.000+08:00

i get confused easily.
and i like getting amused by looking at your scrunched-up face.
and you go,- howthehell do i look like, arh? i bet imma pwettyful little pwincess!
okay, that was random):
YOU'RE PRETTY, LAH.
IS THAT MUCH BETTER?

2004-10-19T17:42:00.000+08:00

i've put on weight but im not gg to care anymore.
i told my mom that i was hungry and she gave me something to drink, instead.
wth.
-
i stayed back with cindy and yunheng today(:
i dont think im gg to get kicked out of crescent anymore.
shall go hunt for food.

there's only so much i can do.

2004-10-19T15:12:00.000+08:00

am in the com lab now.
it's bloody cold and i dont like it.
byebye.

IM BAD BAD COMPANY, LYDIA.

2004-10-18T22:27:00.000+08:00

i swear i have the nicest mom in the world although she gets nosey at times.
lydia, you got to learn how to manage your anger.
or maybe you should just scold your mom.
OKAY DONT GET THE WRONG IDEA, IM NOT TEACHING YOU BAD THINGS.
ITS JUST A SUGGESTION.
cos i scold my mom and she gets it in her head :P
im bad bad company.
so why dont you avoid me, lydia.
dont mix with me, IM WATCHING OVER YOU CLOSELY.

i really didn't see you.

2004-10-18T21:15:00.000+08:00

went to lydia's house.
had fun.
i realised that lydia has a secret crush on me.
everything she has has 'stommy loves tummy!' on it. haha.
her fullscap, her feet her everything(:
but i cant deny that i have a secret crush on her too(:
because i have a little photo frame with our neos on it.
and at on small corner, it says- pestie boo and bestie poo!
she came over the other time and saw it.
and got so touched she splattered tears onto my photo frame.
and now, if you're clever enough, you can see stains..

anyways, we were at her house doing homework for a certain friend of mine.
i should have left her house at 6.30pm.
but i stayed till 8pm to do it with lydia.
and got reprimanded by her mom.
i swear im never going back there, her mom will probably chase me out or something.
i borrowed books from lydia, too(:
nice nice books.
i like roald dahl.

asilah made me a happyhappy girl today.
and i love her alot alot.

im not supposed to be using my tablet, really.
my mom will be back anytime and im gg to be scolded.
again.
i told her i wont use my tablet because i went to lydia's house.
see how many sacrifices i made?
-beams.

i wanna change my layout. but this is my favourite because IZZATI made it for me.
this is not me.
BUT I LOVE IT, OKAY, IZZATI.

i better be going.

i'm getting old.

2004-10-17T19:05:00.000+08:00

this new theme, Halloween, is cute(:
i found the pictures and Izzati did this for me.
i edited some, though.
my birthday present from her(:
thankyou,
IZZATI(:

i'm getting old.
i really am.
my shoulders ache.
my thighs ache.
my stomach ache.
WHY):
this is not fair.
weekends are supposed to be relaxing but i'm here, sitting, rotting, barely able to move):
-whines.
I WANNA GO LYDIA'S HOUSE TMR.
and that means i have to greet.
gah, SHE SHARE BUY ME GELATO.
and she wanna watch DVD/VCD.
whatever, it is.
i love Lydia, ill brave everything to go to her house(x

SHUSH!

2004-10-17T17:21:00.000+08:00

IM NOT A PUMPKIN.